just one more time {sam

[ryan dean merrick]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(); border: 1px #000000;] RYAN IS ONLINE. hey samantha? mum told me you're back to new york and i was so glad to hear that. erm.. it's been ages we haven't met. last time i saw you i think we were twelve or something? anyways, i'm given the duty to be your tour guy so lemme know whenever you feel bored & wanna hang out. c;

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[samantha marie mackenna]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(); border: 1px #000000;] SAMANTHA IS ONLINE. hey ryan! it's so nice to hear from you! i am indeed back in NYC.. not sure yet if that's a good or bad thing but I guess we will see, right? are you busy tonight? i just finished unpackig my things and i hate being alone. plus i have a tub of ice cream and movies if you're interested? i really hope you'll come.

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[ryan dean merrick]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m68qigqkIt1qg12s8o2_250.jpg); border: 1px #000000;] RYAN IS ONLINE. what brought you back? missed me or what? ;P haha. oh come'n, manhattan is an amazing place, you're going to looove it here. I've an interview with my bandmates in the evening so as soon as i'm done with that, ill come over? but if it gets late, i may not come but i promise to be there tomorrow and help you unpack and clean up the mess. ice cream? tempting but i can't ditch the interview ;o my bandmates will drag me there if i don't go

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[samantha marie mackenna]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(); border: 1px #000000;] SAMANTHA IS ONLINE. oh I definitely missed you Only reason why I came back. No.. um.. let's just say my parents and I got in an argument and I decided to leave for good. I needed to get out on my own anyway. Just a little worried about my apartment building and some of the creeps that live here but other than that, I love living in the city. If you're busy, don't worry about it. I'll be fine with my two boyfriends, Ben and Jerry (ice cream joke, in case you didn't know).. I could never come between stuff for your job and little old me. The interview is much more important.

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[ryan dean merrick]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m68qigqkIt1qg12s8o2_250.jpg); border: 1px #000000;] RYAN IS ONLINE. i kneww it! ahaha. you can't stay away for longer from your childhood buddy. ahh, argument are bad, like really bad! i'm hardly at home so me & mum don't have the time to argue so basically my job is a bonus for me. ah i know, new york do have many creeps around. well, if i didn't live with my mate, i'd offer you to move in my place but i don't think that's a good idea. my mates are crazy people, sometimes they walk around naked so it's better you stay away from my apartment, don't wanna hear you screaming haha. ben & jerry? i don't know of that joke, temmme about it ;O oh no career and my childhood friend are both very much important but i'm stuck. ill try to be there before ten or after, whenever i'm free but that means you'll have to stay awake till late y'know?

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[samantha marie mackenna]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(); border: 1px #000000;] SAM IS ONLINE. yes because you're so irresistable not going to lie, you'll probably want to kidnap me from my building and make me move into an apartment in your building when you see where i live... Why would you keep me away from naked boys? What if I want to see? haha just kidding so you can relax.. Ben and Jerry are my two boyfriends because Ben and Jerry's is an ice cream brand.. smh. Anyway, just text me when you are done your interview. I should still be up. Can't miss out on our bff date, huh?

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[ryan dean merrick]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m68qigqkIt1qg12s8o2_250.jpg); border: 1px #000000;] RYAN IS ONLINE. ahh, now you're speaking the truth ahaha. i know that, everyone says that! ;p kidding. why did you get yourself in a place like that? ill definitely kidnap you if the place is that bad. Well, why don't you move in with my mom? what are you saying?! wait, are you the real samantha? probably not, so my question is what have you done to my innocent babe? either you're not the samantha i know or you're just too crazy about my band mates like every other girl : P ooh haha, good one! text you? what's your number? of course not! we're going to meet after 5-6 years..

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[samantha marie mackenna]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(); border: 1px #000000;] SAM IS ONLINE. whatever I managed to save up some money to get my own place. There is no way I'm moving in with your mother. My parents have the potential to visit. Not happening. I'm just kidding, Ryan. Relax. I only have eyes for one guy and your band mates are not that guy. Trust me. My number is 212-675-4135.. send me a text so I can get yours? Maybe we should make a fort or something out of the couch cushions like we used to

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[ryan dean merrick]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m68qigqkIt1qg12s8o2_250.jpg); border: 1px #000000;] RYAN IS ONLINE. well you've a point there but you know my mom,always understanding, she could fake a story & be like you don't live with them and keep you hidden from them? you do? w-whose that lucky dude? Okay, I have saved your number & texted you ;] oh haha, but we wouldn't be able to fit in that fort. we could do the adult stuff now that we're adult =P

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[samantha marie mackenna]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(); border: 1px #000000;] SAM IS ONLINE. Still.. I dont want to ever see those people unless I absolutely have to. I love your mom, but I can't risk it. I'd rather stick it out where I am. I um... I haven't seen him in a few years but I'm kind of hoping things work out between us when we start hanging out again really soon. We were really close when we were younger so I figure we should be able to connect again, but on a deeper level now that we're older. That is.. if he's interested in me of course. Do you think he is?

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[ryan dean merrick]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m68qigqkIt1qg12s8o2_250.jpg); border: 1px #000000;] RYAN IS ONLINE. I wish I could help. what did your parents do this time? of course things will work out between us. I may not have been there with you physically but you know you always had my shoulder to cry on & ears to whisper your silly jokes. I made sure i wrote you a mail at least once in a week c; so don't worry about it, ill make sure we become friends like we used to be with the same connection, friendship, care & affection, not to forget the jokes & pranks! well, depends what type of a guy he is? is he the two good shoes or major flirt/player as good girls always fall for the bad boys so i don't know.. but he must be really unlucky if he doesn't love you, i mean you're soo lovable and sweet c;

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[samantha marie mackenna]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(); border: 1px #000000;] SAM IS ONLINE. All I'm going to say is it was enough that they are never going to see me again unless I absolutely have to talk to them. I really don't want to tell you the details. It's very.. scarring. Yeah.. you're like the only person who has been there the whole time for me. You have no idea how much I appreciate it. I actually still have all of your letters He's... the sweetest guy I know... wrote me letters every week for years? I just don't know if he feels the same way, you know?

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[ryan dean merrick]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m68qigqkIt1qg12s8o2_250.jpg); border: 1px #000000;] RYAN IS ONLINE. did they physically hurt you? I know your dad is the type to do such things.. I've all your letters too c; there is no way i can ever throw them away oh he wrote you letters too? that makes me feel no more special then ;/

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[samantha marie mackenna]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(); border: 1px #000000;] SAM IS ONLINE. There's a reason why I don't wear tankinis... -sigh- Look, Ryan. You're the guy I'm talking about. There's no other guy in my life. I'll only ever need my best friend to get by since you've always been there for me since we were kids. Why mess up life with relationships that aren't needed, right?

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[ryan dean merrick]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 373px; height: 250px; background-image: url(http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m68qigqkIt1qg12s8o2_250.jpg); border: 1px #000000;] RYAN IS ONLINE. Did i tell you how much I hate your dad? you should have complained about him in the police. he's been doing that since we were young.. are you trying to say you like me? well.. i don't know what to say.. You know ever since jane broke up with me... I don't know how I feel about relationships or love. I've been heart broken once and it was hard to put the pieces together and get back together on my feet. I'm not saying that you would break my heart or anything, all i'm saying is that i don't know if I believe in love anymore.. Moreover, I need to focus onto my career & find the murderers of my dad. So it's better not to ruin our friendship with something such as that.. getting my point?

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