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Post by amy jane mccallister on Jun 30, 2012 23:44:21 GMT -5
June 26th, 2012 ringing out like a shotgun in my head
ringing out and i just can't go to bed [/color][/center] dear diary,
Guess what? I got myself a job! Unbelievable right? Also people are wondering that why do I need a job when my parents are rich businessman. well to be very honest, I've always wanted to be independent and acting was dream through which I could earn so much of money but let's not talk about it. sometimes I think christian is right, you should do whatever pleases you, not what pleases others. atleast this way we don't die with regret of not able to fulfill our dreams but i love my parents so much and they are already so much broken up and depressed, i can't let them down. i have to give.. oh wait, i'm going to pretend like i've already given up on it.
Anyways, back to my jobs. I got the job of a cashier at the pharmacy during the day and it's awesome. this way I'm going to be fully aware of all names of the medicines that will add up to the knowledge of the future DR. amy. isn't that amazing? Now I don't even get bored because I will be busy working oh and earning good amount of money means more shopping! And during the night i'm working as a chef at the restaurant, basically my favorite thing to do is cooook so this is all going to be fun! im gonna be wealthy all on my own this summer forsho.
[/size] with love,
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Post by amy jane mccallister on Jun 30, 2012 23:45:34 GMT -5
June 29th, 2012 ringing out like a shotgun in my head
ringing out and i just can't go to bed [/color][/center] dear diary, Mom is sick again and it's awful. according to the doctors she's under stress. dad asked her to take her week off from work and give herself a break. Mom's doing that but she's not getting any better. I think I know the reason behind her misery. It's christian she's missing a lot and of course our little teddy. Both of them are such idiots. Especially Teddy. He thinks he did the right thing running off from the house and then coming back and asking mom & dad whether they missed him or not. All blames on Christian. He was the one who put the thought of it into Teddy's head and also set up an example of himself by leaving the house a couple of years ago. And stupid Teddy followed Chris's path but he keeps coming back because he loves mom and dad alot. I think my parents are wrong too. They should stop being so bossy over us and let us do what we want do. Being talented is a gift not a crime but like they care..
I always wanted to be an actress like Aunt Amelia and I was about to but hen christian left, mum was so sick and depressed that I promised myself to do anything they want me to inorder to keep them happy. And I shall stick to it. Acting and singing can do to hell. All I want is a happy family and I'll do anything to see them all happy. Although I doubt I can drag christian or Teddy out of their careers. Their fans would kill me. I do plan on lecturing Teddy to get home and be very nice to mom and I know he will listen. As for christian, if I start talking about parents, the next thing I know we're having a cat&dog fight. So I wouldn't try.. trust me it's a waste of time. Hopefully teddy will listen or else I shall bite off his head.
[/size] with love,
Amy
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