explosions ( CARTER )

[micheal aaron kaleel]

it was out in the open. mikey had gone a date with janessa and now carter knew, and he was freaking out. it was never mikey's intention to start a fight. he had been developing feels for janessa and wanted to see if a date would expand those feelings, or if he just had an attraction to her. they had a really nice night and at the end they didn't want to part. it was definitely the best date that mikey had been on, and he had been on a lot. now, when he was around janessa he didn't think about anything bad. the only thing that was on his mind was how much fun he was having with her. he never once thought about getting her in bed, and he wasn't going to. he had just enjoyed time with her. earlier carter had found out after monica accidently released the info. once carter found out that everyone knew, he stormed off, and it looked like he was pissed.

mikey had given it a few days but he still had no word from carter. he knew that he was mad, but he had no idea that he was this mad. he knew that they needed to talk. they had more shows coming up soon and tons of recording that needed to be done. this is why mikey found himself getting ready to go over to carter's. he threw on a shirt that was clean along with a pair of pants. he had been laying down in his boxers, a typical mikey thing to do. it was rare when you found him laying around with actual clothes on. he bit his lip, hoping that when he got there carter would not rip his head off.

he made his way over to carter's house, knocking on the door. mikey had snuck in so many times to see janessa that he knew how to get in other ways, but he knew that he needed to face carter right on. mikey began humming to himself while he waited for carter to get the door. when the door finally opened, mikey began talking. "i know you don't want to hear this, but i really am sorry. i swear."

[carter julian williams]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 380px; border-left: 20px solid #7a9aa9; background-image:url(http://i583.photobucket.com/albums/ss279/legendskseeker/fk5qwnjpg.png); padding-left: 10px; padding-bottom: 20px;] Senseless Denial, We spun like birds on fire right down towards the residence and i I took all that I desired even crooks have to pay the rent We swam like rats on fire right, right down the reservoir We took all that we could carry but we tried to carry more Carter wasn't really feeling to be in his usual happy and bubbly self. He wasn't in his normal noisy and happy nature. For the past days, he'd been inside the house. Mostly in his room... sulking and not talking to anyone. Not even to his little sister that he has the soft spot for most. He doesn't answer any call or text, too. Even if it was his mother... he doesn't answer and say anything. If he would aside an exception, it would only be for Kyra...maybe to Cade too. Kyra knows everything about him. Kyra knows how he'd been feeling for the past years. Carter confessed everything... and some things, that his family didn't know. Carter trusts Kyra with all his heart. He loves her. While Caedyn... Caedyn had been there for him. Caedyn is who Carter run to when he hadn't met Kyra yet. Caedyn is his best friend and at the same time, they also had a special connection. He was one of the most important people for Carter. Everything started... with a little mistake. With a little information... with one sentence and a few words. Monica had slipped it... Janessa and Mikey went out for a date. Carter didn't even knew. And the worst part? All of them knew. No one told him a thing. They left him clueless. It shouldn't be a big issue, at least not as big as if Janessa and Mikey were official... but it was still a big issue to Carter. Janessa, Their mother, Sam, Kyra and Cade are the most important people in his life. He wants the best for them and he's over protective over them. But Janessa... Janessa is his little sister. Its natural for him to be over protected to her most. When Carter went to tour... he brought Janessa with him. He was afraid that he can't watch her... he was afraid that she might get a boyfriend and...and get her heart broken. He might be going paranoid but... their father left their mother even if they loved each other so much. It hurted Carter even more when he went on a rampage and everyone turned out to say its his fault. Carter was sick of that. He was always wrong. He was always the bad guy. He was never right. It was always his fault. To his family, to his friends, to his relationships... and now, even to his best mates. He's sick and tired of everything. They don't get him. They don't know how he feels about that. They don't know how it feels to have something hidden from a person. They don't know anything. Janessa had been out with Sammy and the others. Carter wasn't talking to her so she needed time with her 'girl' friends. Carter just sat there, watching tv and sulking to himself. Then someone knocked on the door. Carter raised his eyebrow then stood up and opened the door lazily. He was about to say something like 'go away' then he saw Mikey. His stare hardened as Mikey started to talk. Carter's stare turned into a glare. "I really don't want to hear anything from anyone. And if you're fucking sorry, you should've told me before someone else did." He said, glaring at him even more and gripping on the door, trying to stop himself from banging it in front of Mikey's face. Sorry if this really sucks! I hope my reply's alright. WARNING: tons of swearing possible later xD

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[micheal aaron kaleel]

mikey had no idea what to do. his friend was mad at him but he finally found the girl of his dreams. if the girl of his dreams didn't happen to be the sister of one of his closest friends, then he would be fine. now he was in a dilemma and he knew that this meeting was probably not going to turn out pretty. although mikey was here to try and establish peace, it was more than likely going to end up worse. when carter reached the door, mikey took a step back hoping that he didn't automatically try and bash his face in. he heard carter cuss at him and he bit his lip gently. "and you wonder why i didn't tell you.. either way it would have ended up like this. you mad at me. at least i am trying to say sorry and make things better," he snarled, shaking his head. mikey slipped by carter and into the house. if they were going to argue, they needed to do it where no one could watch. the last thing he needed was for neighbors to see, or even someone walking by who liked to gossip. he could see the headlines now 'one direction in a brawl?' or such titles.

the thing was, mikey knew he was to blame. carter told the boys that his sister was coming to stay out with them, and that they were to not fall for her, or get any ideas. and what did mikey do? just that. he ran his fingers through his hair before beginning, "look, i know i betrayed you. that's your sister. i would be the same way if it was my sister.. but man, i really like her, and i'm not just saying this. there is something special about her and when i'm with her i don't care about anything else. it's like how you feel with kyra," he trailed off, looking at carter once more. it didn't seem like his anger was going to go away, no matter what mikey said. mikey really didn't know what to say. he had so many emotions going on in his head, and he just really wanted to make things right with everyone. what he wanted was for carter to let him and janessa be together, without being mad. mikey would promise not to hurt her, which he didn't think would be a problem. however, that was fantasy and not reality. mikey wished that carter could see it through his eyes. sure, he had been a player in his past relationships, but everyone changed at some point. mikey hadn't slept with a girl in months, and he actually got to know a girl. he never knew how much you could really connect with someone until he met her. and he didn't want to hurt her, ever. "i know you won't understand, but please try. she's such a great girl. and i know it all has to do with my reputation," he pleaded, throwing his head into his hands.
notes: okays! he can get as angry as he wants, and i allow a few hits! c:

[carter julian williams]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 380px; border-left: 20px solid #7a9aa9; background-image:url(http://i583.photobucket.com/albums/ss279/legendskseeker/fk5qwnjpg.png); padding-left: 10px; padding-bottom: 20px;] Senseless Denial, We spun like birds on fire right down towards the residence and i I took all that I desired even crooks have to pay the rent We swam like rats on fire right, right down the reservoir We took all that we could carry but we tried to carry more Carter knew that sooner or later he was going to face Mikey and would have to talk to him. Though, he didn't really knew how to take things. He was only sure of one thing: He was still in his rage. He only lightens up with Kyra and whoever doesn't know about the issue... otherwise, he'd most likely ignore the person and tell them off. He was like... the old cranky Carter when he and Kyra fought. When they told each other they didn't need one another, when Kyra went depressed. The plain, boring, angry and swearing Carter but he doesn't swear as often as he does now. Back then, he only swear occassionaly. But this time... it was more... sensitive for Carter. People think he has a hard shell. That is hard to break him. But... that's only what they think. There are many things in this world that could make the brown haired Carter break into many pieces. He just won't let other people know it. All people say, that even if Mikey did ask for permission... he would act the same. Sure, he would be mad. But... his reaction wouldn't be as worse as it is right now. He would also feel betrayed but he might just give the two a chance. Most likely not. Carter couldn't honestly believe it when he agreed to Janessa dating a guy named Dom. The only thing Carter knew about the guy was that he's a singer and Janessa was a big fan of his. The thing that actually made Carter agree was that he was brave enough to talk to him and had followed Carter's 'must-do'. It wasn't just about reputations to Carter. Sure, reputations are big things 'cause that's what people see. Its how they'd act. But... Carter knows better than that. Mikey is his best friend. He couldn't blame him for everything. Afterall, Carter... had been a player, himself. There was just things that Carter could never forgive: They lied to him. They all betrayed him. "Never relate your feelings to mine. You don't know how I feel about Kyra and you never fucking feel how I feel." He said coldly. He didn't mind Mikey was inside his house. After all, he wasn't around for Janessa. Besides, what could Carter do? He was already inside. He had many other things going in his mind that thinking of silly little things. Carter was simply prideful. He would never give something up. He would never stop until he finds a good reason to do so. "You already said it. I. Don't. Understand." He hissed. "Then again? How could I understand? I was left clueless with knowing nothing at all. That sounds fun, doesn't it?" he said sarcastically, banging the door closed. Alright!

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[micheal aaron kaleel]

mikey was lucky that he didn't have a sister. he didn't have to worry about keeping her safe and making sure that no one broke her heart. all he ever had to worry about was his self, and making sure that he didn't do anything stupid enough to get him into major trouble. so far he had been so good. he was on the way to getting himself into sticky situations but then he met the boys and they formed one direction. mikey felt like music and the boys were the only things that kept him from doing anything really stupid. the only thing he had to work on was being better to girls and not playing with their hearts. he knew that what he did was wrong, but for the longest time he couldn't control it. that was until janessa came into the picture and showed him that he didn't want to live in that lifestyle anymore. he actually began to get to know a girl and realize that you can have feelings for someone.

"how the fuck do you know how i feel? you don't. there you go again, thinking you know everything about what is going on. you don't know how i feel carter." mikey raved, before biting his lip. he came here to try and make things better and now he was yelling at carter. mikey did get irritated when people questioned how he felt, which mad him snap. "look, i never thought it would get this bad. i asked your sister to hang out, i said i date wouldn't be okay. everyone else was saying it was a date because i would be paying. they all encouraged me to go, so i don't know why i have to be the only one suffering right now. it isn't fair," he pleaded, before moving his hand from his face, and he walked over to the couch and sat dow. he honestly didn't know what else to say. in no way did he want to make this fight go on. in fact, he just wanted it to end. "can we please just stop fighting? this isn't good for the group. at all." even though mikey wanted this to end, he knew he couldn't stay away from janessa. they were getting to know each other more and more, and he wanted to be around her as much as he could. mikey looked up at carter pleadingly, he would do anything for this fight to end and for them to be okay again. it still didn't look like carter was going to allow that to happen.