die in your arms // teddy

[sae]

it had been a very hard week for faith. after getting in a fight with teddy over him ignoring her and hanging out with lucky, they had broken up. teddy was going through family problems and faith didn't know, but he didn't inform her until they were already fighting. a couple wrong words were said, and then teddy ended up breaking up with faith. it was the most painful thing that she had ever experienced in her life. when teddy had said that he wanted to split, faith immediately began crying. she couldn't help herself. teddy was the first boy that she had actually loved, the first guy she had ever made love to; and she always thought that he would be the last guy, and they would get married and start a family together. faith had been sitting at home locked up for a week, eating ice cream and watching movies to try and cheer her up. she had blocked everyone out and ignored all her phone calls and messages from people. all she wanted was for people to let her get over this herself. the only time she went out was when she went to hang out with pippin, but he had believed that it was a date. it wasn't. faith did not want to date anyone other than teddy.

faith heard her phone go off and she almost ignored it, but a feeling in her stomach told her that it was best for her to look at it. a text message from teddy was waiting for her, and it told her to meet teddy in their favorite spot in an hour. faith quickly texted back that she would meet him there, before quickly running upstairs to shower and get herself to look okay. after hiding away for a week, you didn't look the greatest. she hopped into the shower, and got out, wrapping her towel around herself. she wrapped her hair in another towel, and headed to her room. it was a nice day outside so she decided on wearing a pair of shorts with a tee shirt. she threw a sweater on over her tee shirt just because she knew how cold it could get in the blink of an eye. it was new york. grabbing a pair of sandals, she walked over to her mirror, still holding her shoes in her hands. she then dropped the shoes to the floor and slipped her feet into them. she still had about a half hour, with her taking a long shower. faith knew there was a fifteen minute drive, so she didn't have much time to make herself look nice. she settled on a ponytail and just threw on a little mascara. nothing major.

it was now time to leave, so faith headed downstairs and got into her car, and headed to their favorite place. they had found their favorite place when they were on a walk someday, and they were sure that no one else knew about it. it was one place where they could go an have complete privacy. faith loved it there, and she often went there when teddy was on tour so that she could remember the times with him. when she got there she got out of her car, locking it, and began walking to their spot. when she arrived, she noticed that he hadn't arrived yet. her phone read that she was five minutes early, so she sat down in her usual spot waiting for him. after a few moments she heard footsteps behind her and she jumped up, hugging teddy. "hey," she said softly, with a tint of pain in her voice. "did you want to talk?"

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[teddy evans mccallister]

Teddy had been going through the most crucial time of his life. He had to make decisions & every time he made one, he broke a heart & regretted. The blame was on his parents. They made him feel worthless. He was rich, independent and every girl's dream, but none of this made him feel like he was any good. It all started with him failing in his exams & disappointing his parents. They weren't ever in the favour of his passion for singing. They were never proud of his craze and job. For them it was a waste of time. they wanted their son to be in studies, to achieve the best grades and one day run their business. It was true they were bloody rich but Teddy didn't wanted their wealth, he earned a good amount himself, he wasn't in need of his parents to give him pocket money or anything that the normal boys his age had to go through; for he was a popstar, a famous rich popstar. But his parents didnt understand. they didn't give a damn. they wanted a son with brains, talent didn't exist for them. he had to go through such a severe pain & disappointment that his parents didn't support his passion, his craze and were never there to support him anywhere. whether be award functions or anything. sometimes he felt he wasn't even related to them . they were only concerned about their business and good grades.

as he had failed, his parents asked him to give up on singing. they had talked to his manager and fired him. they had talked with his label, telling them that teddy had quit singing. all of this had happened on his back which pissed him off. he was old enough to make such decisions all by himself. his parents couldn't just slam their wishes on him anymore. he was an adult, he had his freedom. his parents tried to control his life like he was a little baby. it pissed him off & he ended up in an argument in his parents and his mother had a panic attack. that depressed him even more further and he being the coward he was, he ran away from home and flew to canada, with the excuse that he had some important work whereas he was taking his time off from all kinds of drama. he didn't mean to ignore faith but had to because he knew if he told her about his studies & his outburst at his parents, she might not like it. he wasn't in the mood to get lectured. his family members had been trying to get to him on his cell phone so he had put it away & didn't bother to look at it for a few days. meanwhile, faith had been trying to contact him but he didnt have his cell, he didn't know of that. his manager was traveling with him so he had informed him that he had to meet Lucky Cyrus and discuss stuff because they were to go on tour next month. Even though teddy didn't wanted to, he HAD to so he returned back to New York.

He met Lucky & hanged out with her outside, that gave the chance to the paparrazzi to take pictures & come up with lame stories. he was already pissed & hearing those stories got onto his nerves. if only he knew who wrote bullshit about him he would kick their ass off. it had been a long time he hadn't met faith so he had gone to meet her but she was pissed. she started off talking about how he could go on from ignoring her but hanging out with lucky'. what? didn't she trust him? was she failing for the rumors too? he felt insecure. his heart was breaking & he bursted out at her too & for once told her he couldn't take it anymore. he was done. their relationship was over & he left without another word. it was that day and today, they hadn't seen each other. say, it's been almost a week. each & everday he would cry missing her. all he felt was regret over his decision & wanted her back too badly. it was a crucial time for both of them. as far as teddy knew, faith loved him too much to move on & both waited for one another to contact & a week passed away. teddy knew it was his fault, he had to make up for it. he decided to call but didn't have the guts to speak. a text would work, he thought and texted her to meet at their place.

he wasn't sure if she was going to forgive him or not. he was sorry for breakin' up, he was stupid. there were times he would act like a jerk and then regret. he had to apologize, he had to get her back if he didn't he wasn't just going to lose the love of his life but also his best friend, who kept him sane from the crazy world. he sat back, unsure to fix things. he decided he would keep things simple and say sorry. he got out of the car and walked to their usual place, a far away area where hardly anyone can spot them. she saw her sitting there. she asked if he wanted to talk. he sat down and shook his head. look, i know i messed up, i'm an idiot.. i didn't mean it, i'm going insane these days without you.. all i think..is you- -f-f-forgive me?'' he apologized, his eyes teary. he leaned down & kissed her. his lips softly touching hers and he hoped the kiss could express his love for her. he had no more words..

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