losing it all to fame // dominic!

[teddy evans mccallister]

Being in love was driving teddy crazy, in a bad way. he loved faith but from a couple of weeks, they were continously arguing over several issuses. where to start from? faith was going on a tour with the one direction band while teddy on the other hand was going on a tour with lucky, whom faith hated with passion. both of them were very annoyed with each others decisions but there was no way out of it other than dropping out for tour for this year and teddy couldn't do that. his new album was already out and he had to tour inorder to sell his album. there was nothing wrong with lucky cyrus. perhaps she didn't have the good reputation anymore like she used to but who was teddy to judge her? he had nothing against her. honestly, teddy thought lucky was a very cool girl and enjoyed her company but since his girlfriend didn't like lucky, he tried not to be too friendly with lucky. there were several times he felt too bad in ignoring lucky and acting like he didn't care for her as a friend, while he did but for the sake of faith's happiness he held himself back and pretended to be on the same page as faith but wasn't fully against lucky. there were times he spoke for lucky but mostly avoided taking about her especially when he was with faith. he honestly didn't understand the root cause of the whole faith & lucky rivalry going on. was it all because of that landon dude? well he was the root cause of this whole hatred in the past, so why does it keep coming today in the present? faith loved teddy and he knew that but didn't understand why she still hated lucky. as in what was her current reason to hate lucky? it wasn't landon.. teddy had replaced landon in faith's heart and whatever was faith's reason, it didn't click any sense into teddy's head. he hoped that she wasn't hidding anything from him. what made him feel worse was the way the one direction guys kept hitting on her and she didn't seem to have a problem about it. it started with rayan trying to get cosy with her and asking her out for a hangout and then other guys talking about how hot she was and then louis looking at her half naked pictures and shamelessly asking teddy to share faith with him. he was such a fucking whore. if only louis said that only teddy's face, teddy would have beaten the shit out of louis. everytime these guys laid their eyes on faith, teddy felt insecure and wanted to do something to stop all the craziness. the paparazzi made teddy feel worse with spreading stupid rumours. his calm and perfect life was turning into a wild mess and he wasnt enjoying any bit of it.

people talked him, they judged him, they were starting to hate him. it was basically the fame that was driving everything crazy. he no longer had a control over his anger and whenever he was pissed at the paparazzi, he would curse and fight with them and the next thing you know, it was all over the internet, magazines and tv shows. younger kids who considered him to be their role model were starting to tell that he wasn't the same teddy they used to know. according to people, he was changing but he felt it were the people who were changing on him. he was the same prankster and the mischevious one but now even his pranks were starting to hurt his best friends and they argued with him. for the first time he realized that all the fame was driving him crazy and he was losing his sanity, his friends and even love. everything was becoming very complicated and he wasn't able to find his way out of anything. dominic who had to be the sweetest person on the whole universe was annoyed with teddy. mallory always found teddy to be annoying. as for faith, teddy didn't know what to say. he didn't wanted to be the 'over protective & controlling' boyfriend but he was proving to be one. it wasn't faith he diddn't trust, it was those band boys that made him feel insecure. he wanted to go back to the past where he was enjoying his life with his best friends and his love faith. his parents were never there to understand him, so asking them for help was a stupid idea. as for his siblings, they would only ask him to stop over thinking. music was his only escape at the moment. he sat back in the window of his hotel room with his guitar and started singing his 'down to earth' song that he wrote two years back.

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[dominic anthony barnes]

Dominic was one of Teddy’s best friends, and he had been since they were kids but lately he was really starting to get annoyed and upset with him. Sure he was use to Teddy’s constant pranking and teasing but it just seemed like the teasing was starting to really get to him, slowly as the subjects of the said teasing was turning into things that Dom wished Teddy would just leave alone. Lately it was a lot about Mallory, who was Dom’s girlfriend, his first ever girlfriend which always made him nervous since he honestly had no idea what he was doing. His first kiss was awkward and Dom was so insecure when it came to that, it was quick and it took him a while just to get comfortable kissing Mallory. That was subject number one of the teasing, the fact that he was so awkward around Mallory and even fainted when he say her even sorta reveling clothes. It wasn’t like he could help the way he was, he was not use to seeing anyone in that was and it took him by surprise and he reacted the only way he knew how which was by fainting. He feared losing Mallory too since he was just so awkward and he was sure that there were things she would want to do, that he wasn’t ready for which only made him more insecure. He knew so many other guys liked Mallory, and they would honestly probably be a much better match for her but he really didn’t want to lose her. Actually the very thought that he could possibly lose her to someone else made him really nervous and sometimes even a little protective of her, part of the reason why he understood why Teddy was always so protective and possessive of Faith. There was always the fear in the back of your mind that you could lose them to someone; sighing to his self he had to just push that thought from his mind before it really got him worrying. I was sorta odd how people could just do that to him, how his own insecurities could get him so worried that he could hardly sleep some days. Today was one of those days and running his fingers through his hair he stuffed his phone in his pocket heading outside; he had to talk to Teddy about all these insecurities and try to make him understand.

Dominic wasn’t Teddy, and he never would be and never could be either. Dom was really insecure, really insecure and the very thought of doing anything with Mallory made him nervous because he didn’t think he’d ever be ready. Teddy on the other hand, well Dom almost envied him for being always almost willing to do anything. Yeah what Dom lacked was courage and he knew that, he knew he honestly lacked a lot of things and because of that people sometimes did poke fun. That really didn’t make Dom feel too good about his self, but he tried to hide his annoyance and all the other feelings he had. All these negative feeling he just had to push them all to the back of his mind, couldn’t dare seem suspicious even though lately it was getting harder even just trying to pretend that there was nothing on his mind. Walking to the hotels he headed inside, he knew that Teddy was here and he knew that this was the best bet to talk to him. Heading up to his hotel room he went through all the thoughts in his head trying to rid his mind from each and every one of the negative ones he had taking a deep breath, his breath friends was always the one to talk to when he had a problem. At least a problem that he couldn’t go to Amy with and walking to the hotel door he walked in standing there just really listening to Teddy playing. He didn’t want to interrupt him while he was playing so he waited till the song was finished before biting on the side of his cheek, “hey Teddy” he said. “Sorry for bothering you, just sorta needed to talk to you” his voice even sound awkward.

(This is uh just copy and past off the old site, if that's okay?)