think alike, (sam)

[carter julian williams]

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[samantha marie mackenna]

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To say Sam was frustrated and depressed would be an understatement at the moment. After telling Ryan how much she loved him, he had become shocked and never really said anything after that. She was afraid to talk to him even now because she was afraid he'd leave her as a friend because of the awkwardness.

Sam had gotten no sleep last night because she had stayed up writing songs to try and release all of the negative emotion she was feeling right now. Since she wasn't ready to go to sleep yet in the early afternoon, she decided to go to her favorite coffee place in the mall and write some more. She was dressed in the baggy sweatpants and tshirt she had pulled on after Ryan had left and she started crying. Her eyes were still a little red from crying, she entered the shop, ordered her favorite drink, and picked a booth in the back of the cafe in order to not have to talk to people unless they made an initiative to come over. She sat in the booth, doodling in her notebook filled with lyrics, completely oblivious to the world around her.

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credit to AND CARO SAYS HULLO at Caution 2.0 to the wind

[carter julian williams]

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[samantha marie mackenna]

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Sam jumped a little when she heard Carter yell at her like that. "Carter!" she hissed, surprised because of his randomness and also because of her lack of sleep. "So not funny, Carts." She looked up at him with her red eyes and tried to force a smile but it was obvious that she felt like crap and something was definitely wrong. Sighing, she went back to doodling on her notebook of lyrics to songs she had written, many of which were centered around her relationship with Ryan as both friend and one-sided love.

The way Sam felt, at least she was getting some good songs out of her negative feelings at the moment. She wrote some of her best music when she was hurting like this, and she was in desperate need of good music to show recording people. She was sick and tired of sitting around at her apartment while Faith and the boys were jetting around the world, doing things she could only dream of.

The song she was currently working on was called "Enchanted," written in big letters across the top of the page. Sam was just worried that Ryan didn't love her because of another girl being in his life. He was so famous and could get any girl he wanted, so why would he pick the blonde girl he's known since they were little? He probably didn't want to be with her because he saw her as more of a sister.

She needed to stop her brain from thinking sometimes.

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credit to AND CARO SAYS HULLO at Caution 2.0 to the wind

[carter julian williams]

[atrb=border,0,true] [style=margin-left: 10px; margin-top: 10px; width: 380px; padding-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 10px; font-size: 25px; font-family: arial narrow; color: ffffff; background-color: 72ada4; text-shadow: #000000 0px 2px 2px; text-align: center; text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: -2px; font-style: italic;"]something's gotta give now, [/style][style=margin-top: -10px; margin-right: 10px; width: 170px; height: 240px; overflow: auto; background-color: ffffff; font-size: 10px; font-family: arial, calibri; text-align: justify; padding: 5px; color: 0c0c0c; line-height: 100%; float: right;"] Carter wanted to laugh at the blonde's reaction. Though, it was obvious in her face that she was depressed about something. The look on her eyes were too much familiar for Carter.... it wasn't something to be proud of, though. It was something that should be replaced with something more positive. Carter let out a grin, he was already here to have fun and he wasn't letting Sam's day down anymore. He would at least brighten it up a bit. "SAM!" Carter randomly shouted. Carter was the person to be random. He didn't really love problems and such. He wants to be carefree as much as he could. Though... recently, he has been doing tons of mistakes this week. It was depressing but he wasn't letting anyone see it. He's been trying to be his old self though, its bringing him to even more mistakes. Carter peeked at what Sam was doing. Sam was writing a song named Enchanted. The six of them in the band knows about Sam's talent. Though, they don't exactly have the right idea about why she was having a hard time. Sam was one of the most talented person Carter met. But then, Carter's in a famous boy band but he's still struggling for some reasons. "What's this one about?" Carter asked randomly, perfectly in a position that would creep the girl out. It was the position he always use on his sister. It always works. Same thing goes with his other friends. He has that type of affect on people that's sometimes really confusing.

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[samantha marie mackenna]

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Sam couldn't hold in a little laugh when he yelled her name randomly. It was Carter's job in the group to be completely random and break the tension between everyone, so it was good that she had ran into him now in the coffee shop. She knew he had been having his own issues over the past week or two, but he surprisingly didn't look like he was at all phased by everything that was happening in his life.

She noticed him glancing at her notebook and couldn't help but smile. Out of the entire group, Carter and Ryan were the two most supportive people on her music. The other boys cared, but Carter and Ryan were always there to answer questions for her or to listen to some lyrics to see how it sounded, even if they were in the middle of playing video games or something. "Well.. it's about meeting that one person you know you're meant to be with." Sam knew Carter would understand she was talking about her relationship with Ryan even without any mention of names. She wasn't at all fazed at how close he was to her, since this was how he usually acted around her.

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credit to AND CARO SAYS HULLO at Caution 2.0 to the wind

[carter julian williams]

[atrb=border,0,true] [style=margin-left: 10px; margin-top: 10px; width: 380px; padding-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 10px; font-size: 25px; font-family: arial narrow; color: ffffff; background-color: 72ada4; text-shadow: #000000 0px 2px 2px; text-align: center; text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: -2px; font-style: italic;"]something's gotta give now, [/style][style=margin-top: -10px; margin-right: 10px; width: 170px; height: 240px; overflow: auto; background-color: ffffff; font-size: 10px; font-family: arial, calibri; text-align: justify; padding: 5px; color: 0c0c0c; line-height: 100%; float: right;"] Ever since Carter was a kid, he was always told to be the loud one. When he was a kid, he always says 'boo'. Its kinda the reason why he adds 'boo' to people's names but its mainly its just for his amusement. When Carter was five, he started singing. Though, he didn't really made any sense back then. He just sung the lyrics on how a kid would do : Made up lyrics. He never actually thought that a loud one like him would even reach this way. He's famous... though, he's still struggling for his career for a reason he couldn't explain himself. He's got the girls, though, he hates how they just read facts about them and act like 'hey! that's me, we're so perfect' but the truth is, they're changing themselves. He's got tons of things he couldn't believe, and it was still unbelievable for Carter. Carter already knew who Sam was talking about meeting that person you were meant to be with. It was far too obvious. Carter treat Sam like a little sister. Sure, they flirt and got out a bit but he wasn't really getting farther. One, Ryan likes the girl and he wouldn't steal her away from him. Two, he isn't up for relationships. Three, it was not a good thought that you're officially in a relationship with a person who you treat as a little sister. Carter took a sip and nodded. "If you only knew..." Carter muttered, trailing his eyes outside the shop then looked at Sam again with a grin. "Watcha doin' here anyway?" He asked with a cheerful tone.

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[samantha marie mackenna]

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Just the simple look in Carter's eye told her he knew exactly who she was talking about in the song. It wasn't hard to guess that most of her music was written about Ryan or situations she'd been in with Ryan. They had spent so many years together as friends, important years that would leave a mark on anyone and give someone material to write songs about those times. Carter and Sam had always been close since the first time Ryan introduced her to him through Skype after the boys had been partnered up a few years ago. She wasn't at all worried about Carter having feelings for her because she was positive their friendship was more of a brother/sister relationship than anything else. There was no room for dating in this equation. Plus, Carter respected Ryan a lot as his bandmate and Sam knew the boys would never do something like steal the girl they like from each other.

"I know he has feelings for me, Carter," she whispered to him. "Why won't he just be with me then?" It was entirely frustrating to be around someone you knew cared about you enough to possibly love you but there was some unknown reason why they were holding themselves back. If only she knew? If only Ryan gave her a chance.

"Couldn't sleep. Kissed Ryan and he ended up getting all awkward and then he isn't talking to me now because he saw me with my head on Cade's shoulder." It was pretty stupid of Ryan to think that anything would happen with Cade, but she didn't blame him for thinking that per say. Ryan was always very protective of her, even at a young age. Adding in possible feelings of more than liking her, it could basically be expected for him to go cave-man on another guy for being around her. She only hoped Ryan would start to trust her more around the guys and know that the boys would never do anything to hurt him like that. Plus, Sam would never let any of them make a move on her anyway. Her heart belonged to Ryan.

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[carter julian williams]

[atrb=border,0,true] [style=margin-left: 10px; margin-top: 10px; width: 380px; padding-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 10px; font-size: 25px; font-family: arial narrow; color: ffffff; background-color: 72ada4; text-shadow: #000000 0px 2px 2px; text-align: center; text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: -2px; font-style: italic;"]something's gotta give now, [/style][style=margin-top: -10px; margin-right: 10px; width: 170px; height: 240px; overflow: auto; background-color: ffffff; font-size: 10px; font-family: arial, calibri; text-align: justify; padding: 5px; color: 0c0c0c; line-height: 100%; float: right;"] Carter wasn't really the type of guy to give love advices. If he does give some, its just the basic ones he has heard or seen. Sure, Carter could be considered as sweet and all but sometimes he mess up whenever he gives someone an advice. That's the reason why Carter gives out advice in a joke kind of way so they wouldn't take it personally unless they wanted to. Though, most people don't really take it seriously but it was all good to Carter. Carter had no idea if he should sigh or avoid the topic. If he actually sighed, it was going to be a serious talk and it would be all hard on him.... partly. If he avoids the topic, he wouldn't get the chance to try and fix this. It was a complicated decision. Yet, he feels like he has to do something. Carter never liked seeing his friends upset. He feels like has to be responsible and make them smile or laugh. "Hey, Hey, Hey! Turn that frown upside down!" Carter whined playfully. "Like I always say, 'Give time'. The man's sensitive in his feelings." Carter shrugged but he really wanted to say more. NOTE: Eh. This is too short... I think. Sorry!

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[samantha marie mackenna]

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Sam tried to smile, knowing how hard it must be for Carter to have a conversation like this. "I know, Boo Bear, it's just really really hard to wait him out like this.... It's completely obvious that he has feelings.." Sam replied. The boys constantly joked that Sam and Ryan were like a married couple because of how well they knew each other and interacted with each other. Ryan knew her exact favorite flavors of ice cream depending on her mood. He could read her like an open book, and she could read him as well. However, when he started pushing her away like he was currently, Sam's world completely flipped upside down. Spending so much time with a person and then not being around them at all could do serious damage to a person psychologically.

"I debated on flirting with other guys but I know that won't do anything.. It'll just push him into his shell even more." Sam didn't want Ryan to be even more of a turtle than he was acting right now. "It's him, Boo Bear. It's always been him for me and I've known that since we were little. Why can't he just let it happen already?" Sam felt crushed and went back to continuing her doodling on her notebook, refusing to look Carter in the eye for fear of him seeing how hurt she truly was by Ryan's actions.

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[carter julian williams]

[atrb=border,0,true] [style=margin-left: 10px; margin-top: 10px; width: 380px; padding-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 10px; font-size: 25px; font-family: arial narrow; color: ffffff; background-color: 72ada4; text-shadow: #000000 0px 2px 2px; text-align: center; text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: -2px; font-style: italic;"]something's gotta give now, [/style][style=margin-top: -10px; margin-right: 10px; width: 170px; height: 240px; overflow: auto; background-color: ffffff; font-size: 10px; font-family: arial, calibri; text-align: justify; padding: 5px; color: 0c0c0c; line-height: 100%; float: right;"]Carter sighed and watched Sam for a while. Carter and Sam were normally really hyper and it wasn't really the best thing to actually see one of them upset. Together? They're normally hyper. Carter was rarely seen upset or serious. Sometimes he tends to make his friends be hyper and loud too. He never loved boredom or silence. It was his top hates in the whole world. Carter's one of the loudest and most random people in the world. But sometimes he just uses his loudness and randomness to annoy people. And by sometimes, its most of the time. "Well...you know Ryan." Carter sighed. "Its up to you if you really want to flirt with another guy but from many couples? Its really a bad idea. It makes the problem bigger." Carter stated and shrugged. He wasn't really the best person to get an advice to. Most of the time, he was awkward when it comes to 'love' 'cause he had stopped complete relationships years ago... he was never serious. He just had dates and flirts. He's afraid to be with someone again... but if he was a gay or bi? He'd definitely ask Caedyn out. "Maybe... you gotta make him come out yourself? I mean....you two understand yourselves...right? NOTE: Sorry it took quite a while!

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