HEART TO HEART --- colette

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missfrench_kyra! has signed on,

why does he hates me so much colette?
i have never been hated and ignored by anyone this much..
i've no family here and onto that, the guy who made me fall for him, is avoiding me for no reason...
i want to die... perhaps then he might care

[colette emma cristobal]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i1191.photobucket.com/albums/z479/Lynzi_1999/11chloe_CA0-articleLarge-4-1.jpg); -moz-border-radius: 180px 180px 180px 180px; -webkit-border-radius: 180px 180px 180px 180px; border: solid #80461B 3px; width: 300px; height: 300px;] cole_em COLETTE IS ONLINE AND TYPING... •cole_em : don't even think about it Kyra. I don't think he hates you... maybe he's just guilty. I swear to my life that If you try something on yourself, you'll regret it forever. Boys aren't worth our time. Its partly the reason why I'm currently not dating. Just give him a few time... talk to him even. Just don't try anything on yourself.

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missfrench_kyra! has signed on,

lettie, you don't even know how much i miss talking to him and spending my time with him. guity, that he kissed me? but it was so sweet and magical. i can't help it lettie. killing my own self will be like ending this caged life, where i can't live my life in my way.. i'm fed up of adjusting myself according to situations. i just can't do it anymore. i left my family behind and got this job for the sake of their happiness, so i could earn them some money and escape from my dad's harassment but i'm still not happy.. mainly because he's ignoring me so badly, acting like i don't even exist lettie. it hurts soo much. if i die, how am i ever going to regret? it's going to be easy death.

[colette emma cristobal]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i1191.photobucket.com/albums/z479/Lynzi_1999/11chloe_CA0-articleLarge-4-1.jpg); -moz-border-radius: 180px 180px 180px 180px; -webkit-border-radius: 180px 180px 180px 180px; border: solid #80461B 3px; width: 300px; height: 300px;] cole_em COLETTE IS ONLINE AND TYPING... •cole_em : actually, I do. I might just be 18, but I know tons of things by now. And... maybe he has an issue? I mean.. if it was magical for you, who says it wasn't magical for him? Like he and the boys said, he isn't the type to break hearts. He hasn't dated for years either, as Chester said. Please Kyra. Don't you dare try anything. We're all gonna be worried about you. I can tell Carter would be super worried too. Do you want you and carter's life to mess up? Do you want to mess everything up?

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missfrench_kyra! has signed on,

what if it wasn't magical for him? he could have kissed me to make me feel happy, without even meaning it or for the sake of fun? if he's not the type to break hearts, why is he breaking mine? ;c
i'm not asking him to be with me, all i want is the friendship, him talking and joking with me! but he acts like i don't even exist. maybe he's ashamed he kissed me, a stupid nanny.. afterall he's got a reputation. mine wouldn't be a mess, cause ill be dead. as for him, i bet he wouldn't care.. trust me colette, he doesnt even care.

[colette emma cristobal]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i1191.photobucket.com/albums/z479/Lynzi_1999/11chloe_CA0-articleLarge-4-1.jpg); -moz-border-radius: 180px 180px 180px 180px; -webkit-border-radius: 180px 180px 180px 180px; border: solid #80461B 3px; width: 300px; height: 300px;] cole_em COLETTE IS ONLINE AND TYPING... •cole_em : Kyra, please don't think negatively... Everyone has an issue... even I do. Maybe he just needs to clear his mind. Give him time or something. He'll talk to you, I know so. And Ky, if the five other boys doesn't care and I don't, why should he? It doesn't matter about reputation. So what if you're just a nanny? At least you're doing something in your life. And when you guys first met, Its obvious he found it cool...

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