(WE BELONG TOGETHER - - - <3ALAN

[amy jane mccallister]

amy jumped to her feet and squeeled as she saw the text from alan. she was just thinking about him and there he had texted her. now that was called 'heart to heart connection' & in other words real love. it was so magical how she would think about him and he would appear, hold her in his arms, making her feel safer from everything. the two started off being good friends when they first met but friendship grew into likeness and he asked her out once and since past five months, they had been dating and still going strong. infact, with each day passing by, her feelings for him would grow stronger and she would fall more in love with him. as much as weird this was going to sound but they had gotten into a relationship on the base of just plain likeness, not love. but now it was different, now they were actually starting to talk about future, kids, marriage without even hesitating that their relationship was way too new and they just liked each other. it did start off with likeness but had turned into love now and she wanted to confess her love to him but thought he might not like it, or think she was boring or not at all good for him and would leave her, so she held herself from expressing her love to him. but come to think of it, they weren't having anything physical at all, just kissing and cuddling was all so this wasn't just a relationship based on physical likeness, their was more meaning to it but what? did he too love her? he had said it once and she replied with i love you more, which was coming from the depth of her heart but did he mean it, at all? how she wished that he did. she didn't wanted to rush into things or seem desperate but she wanted him to be hers. insecure and afraid that someone perfect might take him away from her, build up the guts within her to confess her love to him for once and for all, so the plan for today was to let him know how she felt.

she replied back to him i'll be there in sometime, love. there is something i've to tell you too, and i missed you. xoxo and wondered what did he have to tell her? her heart skipped a beat at the thought of all the horrible stuff that popped into her mind, what if it was break up time? what if he had found someone better, someone perfect for him? no, he couldn't break her heart. pain of losing him would kill her. she didn't know why but tears rolled down all of a sudden down her eyes at those horrible thoughts. she took ten minutes to calm herself down and pulled on a bikini and shorts, with a white and blue check shirt on top of it, covering all the bruises that her manager had once given her while abusing her physically. she pushed the thought of that out of her mind, not wanting to cry anymore and picked up her cell and left the house, informing her mother she was going to meet her man, who seemed to be happy about it. for like the first time, amy's mother was actually supportive about her relationship & not overly protective or strict. it was simply amazing. she got into her car and texted him again, i'm on my way, by the way, is everything okay?' she couldn't help but worry and die a little inside thinking he was going to break her heart. usually relationships ended with the dialouge 'we need to talk instead of i've got something to tell you'. she tried to think of positive things like ... oh she couldn't even think of any. her heart was racing against her chest and she stepped on the race so the car was on full speed. within like ten minutes drive she was there. after parking her car, she got out, braced herself and walked down. this was her favorite place. he took off her sandals and held them in her hands. spotting him, she called him name out loudly and ran towards him. her heart beat getting faster as her eyes connected with his. hey love she smiled weakly, leaning closer and softly kissing his cheeks. is everything okay? she asked, worry could be sensed in her dry tone. her left hand was bandaged over the burn she have had very recently due to which her mum gave her off for a couple of days from work. she held her hand closer to her chest, feeling her fast heart beat. she wanted to express her feelings to him, at the same time let him know if he was going to break her heart then he must stop because she might not be able to bear it. without him, her life was incomplete. tears formed around the edges of her eyes and she stood there, unsure of what was about to happen.

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[alan anthony moore]

Alan had always been the one girl type of guy, never really dating around or telling someone that he loved them when in truth he didn’t. It just didn’t seem to feel right and it made him feel awful knowing that that he was simply just letting some ones hopes up when saying that he loved them when he really didn’t, so he tried to avoid saying such things when he knew that deep down he didn’t even mean what he was actually saying. In a way he felt like that was just a jerky thing for him to do and he wasn’t much for being a jerk, only when he was drinking and he had been working on stopping that. That was the main reason why he tried to stay away from people who drank; he had to so he wouldn’t be tempted to pick up a drink again. He hated drinking now, he remembered the times he had been drunk and just plain stupid. He really hated those memories too; the memories of him being drunk and he knew more than anything that it had really upsetted his parents in the past. That was the one thing he really did try to avoid doing, he wanted ever so to just please his parents and make them proud of him. That was the main reason he even got into acting, really he had just always been an actor at heart though really. He didn’t mind his job when it came down to it, even though it did seem a little stressful sometimes and it was always annoying being noticed by people and he didn’t like being noticed so much by people either. It wasn’t that he didn’t like his fans; it was just that he didn’t always like being in the spot light because in a way it just seemed really annoying and he just hated being so annoyed. He knew that they were doing their job, when people took pictures of him but it was still a pain in the butt really and something that he would normally much rather avoid then anything but it just turned out to be really difficult and not an easy task for him. Actually he wasn’t even that good under pressure, more than anything he wasn’t really good with many things actually.

Looking at his phone in mild confusion he texted Amy back ‘alright I’ll see you soon’ before he placed his phone inside of his pocket wondering what she could want to talk about, he was actually almost worried about what could be on her mind. He knew that the two of them weren’t together for long, but he did fear losing her and he knew for a fact that he was in love with her. Being friends before they got together had its advantages, it gave them both time to actually really know each other instead of having to get to know each other along the way like he heard some people had to do. Hearing how some people barely had even any time together before having to go into a relationship was almost depressing, because you never did have time to know each other and besides when Alan came here Amy was one of the first people he met and became friends with. It was a little awkward in the beginning with a lot of odd moments between them before it formed into what they now had, and he was really glad for what they both now had together. It had been a long and difficult process but he was glad to have Amy now and he knew that he never wanted to lose her, he was even sure that the very thought of losing her would practically kill him. It was almost odd how things had turned out this way, and just walking along the beach he hummed to his self letting his mind just be totally deep in thought like always. He was always thinking, he just couldn’t even seem to help it in a way. There was just always something that just seemed to be on his mind, and walking with his shoes in his hand he sighed when he heard his name turning to look at Amy. “Ello to you love” he said with a smile when she kissed his cheeks nodding his head to her question that she had asked him. “Yes everything is fine” he said keeping his smile. He was just happy to see her.

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been a long cold 753 words. lonely winter finished. feels like years Amy. since its been clear Outfit. slowly melting NO NOTES. its alright REAL SLIM SHADY !? @ caution 2.0

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