First Date (Janessa)

[dominic anthony barnes]

The beach, it seemed like just the perfect place for a date in Dom’s mind or at least it was the only place that the nineteen year old could think of for a date at the very last minute, when it came to dates he wasn’t really good at planning. He was more so one of those go with the flow people, he was more so just letting whatever happens happen above all else and besides, he was still terrified that something would go wrong. Before this he had only ever had one girlfriend, and that was Marnie. Marnie had been his first everything really, his first kiss, his first love, okay so thinking about her still sorta hurt.

She did mean a lot to him, and she always would but they had just sorta went their separate ways and stuff and now it was time for him to move on and meet different people. Just because they didn’t work it didn’t mean he couldn’t meet new people and still live his life, really that was just what he had to do. He couldn’t always be living in the past right, that was a waste of time and would only lead him into more heartbreak. He wouldn’t let that happen, not again, he knew a lot better now. Fixing the sleeve of his shirt he sighed glancing into his mirror, he was honestly really nervous.

It had really been a while since he was on a date, and only really having dates with Marnie as any form of experience before hand he was still totally unsure of how to make a date worthwhile. A deep breath showed truth of that, glancing at the clock he swallowed standing up and heading outside. He had told Janessa to meet him at the beach at around five, and it was four thirty. He had to get going, grabbing his keys and hoping for the best he headed out to his car and right to the beach trying to keep his hopes high. If anything he really hoped that he didn’t make a complete fool of his self and getting to the beach he bit his lip and stepped out of his car and headed out to the sand taking a seat just too really sorta wait.

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words ,[/color] 383
tags ,[/color] JANESSA
outfit ,[/color] here
lyrics ,[/color] after the last midtown show - tai
notes ,[/color] Little Rambely, no idea what to even write here.
credits ,[/color] NOT IN ON THE JOKE @ caution 2.0.

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[janessa cassie williams]

Janessa stood near the door of her room. Her room was a mess. her whole wardrobe lay all over the place. she had been trying on all the clothes from her wardrobe and trying to find something decent for her first date ever. not to forget, it was with her idol, her favorite singer, dominic barnes. he had the sweetest voice and wrote a book which was her favorite. from the first day she saw him on the tv, she had been his biggest fan. she would buy all the cds, watch all his interviews, collect pictures & posters of him and have it pasted all over her room. he was truly an inspiring artist. he wasn't very famous but being 'obsessed', with him that was what carter said, she knew everything about him. being the happy go lucky & innocent girl, she kept herself away from love and hatred, so she wasn't in love with anyone especially dominic or hated his girlfriend marnie or ex girlfriend. she thought highly of both of them and adored them as a couple. when she heard that they broke up, it was quite dishearting for her, as she wasn't used to see dominic sad. she didn't know exactly why, but she would always feel sad and her heart hurt ; but she was just helpless. this was the height of her craziness. as a fan she was just hopeless. luck did shine upon her and she got to talk with dominic in the chat. at first she wouldn't believe it and she thought some guy was faking to be him, as that's what people did online all the time so she felt like she was being fooled but as she found out her cousin carter and his gang on the same chat, she realised it wasn't a joke at all. it was reality. so they chatted for several day and he finally asked her out to meet her. she took it as a friendly hangout but he made it known to that it was a date. she freaked out and couldn't get over her excitement and nervousness for the whole week.

when her mother heard about it, she encouraged her as her mother found all the lovey stuff to be very sweet whereas janessa grew up learning to be careful and cautious, by lookin' at what a monster her father had turned into. other than being a lecturer at the university, her mother helped their grandma run their little antic shop in the evenings where janessa offered to help on weekends but as she had her first date, she had the day off. she couldn't decide what she wanted to wear for the date. honestly, she wasn't very classy and girly. she was into baggy pants and lanky tops. she was a complete tomboy, but with long curly hair, she managed to pull on the girly look, for the sake of her mother. it was 4:45 when she finally gave in and picked up an outfit with her eyes closed and pulled it on. it was tank top with a leather jacket on and her usual baggy pants. colette had helped her with new outfits but janessa didn't feel comfortable in them. she got her driver to drop her at the beach. with her cell in her pocket and diary in her hand, she walkd over. her body was shaking and shivering. she was so freaking nervous and shy. first of all, this was her first date and that also with dominic barnes. her heart raced even at the thought of it. she looked around for him and as she spotted him, her heart melted. she wasn't used to this. she had been seeing him behind her tv or laptop screen or in posters and picture but this was just unbelieveable. she started to take deep breathes and kept colette's advice in her mind not to freak out. she walked over to him. shaking she held out her hand, h-hi.. i mean hello.. it's me.. you k-know-e-er-j-janessa..i'm very p-pleased to meet you..i'm a big fan of yours, do.. sign my autograph book, p-please? she stuttered nervously before finally looking up at him in the eyes and then shyly looking away. pinch me if i'm dreaming she told herself, but loudly enough that he could hear. she was starstruck. so mesmerized.

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[dominic anthony barnes]

Dominic was almost surprised that he had a date really, since he had always been so shy and scared in the past. That was the past though and now he simply just felt different, and in a way he was different and Marnie had made him this way in the end. In the time he had been with Marnie he really did change and in many different ways too, he really just wasn’t the guy he use to be anymore and in many ways that surprised people. He use to be so quiet and stuff, it was weird how he was just so much more outgoing all of the sudden. It was almost as if he was no longer Dominic anymore, he was this different person even in his total heart break. It was easy to tell that Dom had been upset over his recent breakup because he really loved Marnie, who had of course been his very first love. A person never did forget their first love he heard, and he knew that he would never forget his because not only was Marnie his first actual love, but she was also the person he had done everything with and he really did give her a lot in the end. Really Dom actually gave her everything, before he had dated her he hadn’t dated anyone before and when he met Marnie he really sorta put his entire heart on the line. He had always been the safe type, one who wasn’t really into dating or anything of the sort but that all seemed to change and he was almost a different person. He changed into the type of person that he once never thought he could be, it was a slow change and in the beginning he remained the awkward boy that he had always been. Trusting Marnie had really been hard for her to do at first, because he was so frightened of being hurt in the end. He really didn’t want to be hurt, and then in time she became all of his firsts and it upsetted him a lot when they broke up but Dom really thought that he wasn’t good enough for her and that she deserved better.

Okay so he was super nervous about his first date since he had been with Marnie, but he had very good reason to be so nervous at the time. This had really been a big step for him, since his heart was not yet even fully healed from when he and Marnie had broken up and he didn’t think it would ever be. The only thing he could really do was take time and make an effort to meet new people and just live his life, sure people seemed to not like him because of what had happened but honestly he had nothing to say to that because he knew that it wasn’t all his fault. People could believe what they did but he and Marnie were on pretty good terms so really it didn’t even matter what they had to say about it when he thought about it in the end, he and Marnie were still friends. As he got ready for his date before going down to the beach Dom remembered the first time he and Marnie met, and it seemed like he couldn’t get her off his mind. As he shook his head he sighed and just sat in the sand making little swirls and such in the sand with his finger, anything just to keep his self busy as he waited. Glancing around standing when he spotted Janessa he offered her a smile when she held her hand out taking her hand in his, “I have a feeling you know just who I am” he said quietly keeping the smile on his face though it wasn’t as nice as his normal smiles. It had seemed that he had long since been his normal self and remained almost upset, even when he tried not to be. “Oh and yes, I learned your name on the chat as well, and I’m really glad that you’re a fan. I mean I didn’t even know that I really had fans” he gave a nervous laugh setting his hand on his neck rubbing it a little before nodding. “Sign your autograph book, oh yeah sure I can do that” he was almost surprised someone wanted his autograph, he was always surprised. “Oh no, you’re not dreaming” he added almost softly.

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status ,[/color] Complete
words ,[/color] 751
tags ,[/color] JANESSA
outfit ,[/color] here
lyrics ,[/color] after the last midtown show - tai
notes ,[/color] My adorkable Dom.
credits ,[/color] NOT IN ON THE JOKE @ caution 2.0.
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