Remember Who I am (Colette)

[caedyn james maslow]

Normally Caedyn seemed to really hate hospitals, in fact the hospital was one of the placed he tended to normally try and avoid at all costs after he had lost his father. Really if he could even remember anything he would have surely freaked out the minute he had woken up in a hospital bed, the thing is was that he couldn’t remember? In fact he couldn’t remember anything, and the minute he had woken up and the light had burned his eyes he was asked many different questions. He wasn’t able to answer any of the questions they asked, and his head really hurt. He really had no idea what was going on, apparently he had hit his head pretty hard.

Apparently he was in some accident or something, and if anything he’s even just lucky to be alive and besides that nothing else really matter. It didn’t matter that he couldn’t even remember who he was or what had even happened to him, he had woken up so confused and disoriented. He had a bruise on his head as well, and really all the questions that doctors were asking really didn’t seem to help him too much either. The minute he woke up and the doctors found out it was total insanity. The first thing they asked him was his name, why couldn’t he remember his own name; it was new to him being so confused in a way. He wanted to remember things, like his so called best friend Cater who had told him things about his self.

He couldn’t remember his own best friend; honestly the very idea of that almost hurt him. It was as if he had lost his whole life, and he was only slowly even starting to get it back and this had first started with talking to Carter and becoming his friend again, hearing what he had to say it was hard for him not to want to be his friend. It seemed like the two boys were very close before the whole mess started, and now Caedyn could hardly even remember him or any of his other friends. He was also remembering why he hated hospitals so much; the one he was stuck in really didn’t seem too pleasant. In fact he actually really seemed to hate it here, and he hated all the questions the doctors were asking. He just really wanted to go home, and try to remember the person who was and is.

[colette emma cristobal]

Ever since Colette had been admitted to the hospital, she hadn't really done much. Some photo shoots and mini-interviews were cancelled. It was kind of alright, though. At least by then, she could hide from people a bit more. Thankfully, the hospital guaranteed full privacy respect. Colette hated doing limited things. Sure, most of the time she was that typical teenage girl who just want to be lazy all day and be cranky a bit when the time of the month comes along but still, it was hard to type and text 'cause of the dextrose needled on her vein. Plus, she couldn't really stretch out her right hand, where it was stuck on. In other words, she couldn't move her right hand as much as she used to. It doesn't help either that when she needs to go to the bathroom, someone has to assist her to hold the pack up high. If it ever cuts down, the blood will come out to the line attached to the needle. It was pretty stupid but then again, it was like a fresh cut, afterall. But the really worse part of this hospital was the food. It barely tasted anything. All her life, whenever someone complained about hospital food, she just says "It can't be that bad." but maybe it just tasted bad on those who were sick.

"Why is it so boring here?" A friend who visited asked out of a sudden. Colette smiled and shrugged, "Its the hospital. What do you expect? Ghosts? Cries or someone who's dying?" she joked but then, she got scared herself. "Nice going." she thought. Now, she was sure she'd have a fright tonight. Colette was a scaredy cat but she doesn't care at all. "That would be fun, honestly." her friend answered. Colette gave her a funny look. Colette hated anything scary. Hell, if she sees a roach on the floor, she wouldn't move until it goes away or just scream at the top of her lungs...but the second option was more on her friend's option. "I'm kidding." Her friend chuckled. Colette rolled her eyes and she grabbed a snack from the side table. It was all she did. Sleep, Get woken up for a bit blood test, Eat, sometimes go around the hospital halls a bit, rest, eat, text a bit, sometimes go online. It was pretty boring. "Lets go around the halls a bit, pleaseee." Colette whined. "Fine, but if we get caught the blame's on you." Her friend huffed and helped her carry the stall where her dextrose pack was attached. They got out of Colette's room and got out. Soon enough, she saw a familiar brown and curly guy. "Cade? No... he's terrified of hospitals and Carter said he wouldn't admit him..." Colette thought as she tried to push the memory back and just keep walking. but then, she got curious and let her eyes wander. She saw the curly haired guy again. It was definitely, Caedyn. "CADE!"

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[caedyn james maslow]

Caedyn’s head always seemed to be hurting lately and really it had become a bit of a pain in the butt for the nineteen year old as he was here, and he was stuck here for lord knows how long as well and it just really didn’t feel too good to him. He was in fact really starting to dislike being stuck here in the hospital because it simply made it impossible for him to do much of anything and in a way he just really didn’t seem to like that all that much, in fact he simply hated not being able to do anything but lay here in a hospital bed. In a way it just really sucked and made it even harder for him to cope with everything that was going on, he had felt that if it was true that he had lost his memory then wouldn’t be a good that he would try and remember and wouldn’t that mean not being stuck here. That was just really his thinking in a way, there were many things he would much rather be doing than being stuck here in the hospital, gosh he really hated hospital. He could seem to remember that he had a dislike of them, but the real reason why was simply still a mystery to him. It was something he could never seem to wrap his head around, but it was the way things were.

The hospital was really boring though, it seemed like he had nothing at all to even do here and in a way he just really did seem to actually hate that. It was really hard for him not too hate it though, he was bored and he hardly even knew that he was anymore. He seemed to just know his name and a few minor things, he knew that his dad was dead and his family simply just seemed to hate him. Besides that the boy seemed to be at a loss and the thought that he may never remember who he was just seemed to terrify him even more, he didn’t want to spend his life missing important parts of his entire life. He didn’t want to wake up wondering what really happened certain days in the past, and in fact he was even scared that he would always forget some things. He didn’t want to live in what he liked to call the dark, he wanted to be able to think back and actually have his memories. He hated knowing that he forgot who half of his friends were; he just simply hated it with a passion. He hated a lot of things in fact, and by every second he hated hospitals even more. Hearing his name, or well what he was told to be his name he blinked slightly looking at the girl who had called his name almost confused. He was now looking at a blonde girl who wasn’t sure that he even knew her, she sure didn’t look familiar. “Do I uh, do I know you?” he mumbled looking at her in his confusion.

[colette emma cristobal]

Caedyn was like another brother to Cole. Sure, Colette had two older brothers. But he only considers one of them her real brother. The other one...well, he's a jerk. If it was possible, Colette would send him away in a different state. But then, he was family. Maybe he could be useful or even better in the future. Though, Caedyn and Mikey are different. Cole loved her oldest brother a lot but these two are certainly special. They filled her oldest brother's role and made her happy like her brother did. Mikey filled the protective brother role. Cole could trust him with anything and he always knew what to say to make her feel comfortable and satisfied with life. While Caedyn. Well, he was that ray of sunshine that Cole loves to joke around with and have a laugh with. Even though, he had tons of problems, he was there for Cole and she was there for him too. He filled the best-friend-brother part. The part where her oldest brother had missed ever since he got her girlfriend pregnant and got busy with life. She doesn't blame him for that. Cole understood. And its the same with Caedyn. She got the fever from him but it was never his fault. She was just really that stubborn and hard-headed girl. Carter told her to stay away but she sneaked in his room and now? She's here.

Colette had her eyebrows knitted in a concerned manner. Cade was asking who she was. She hadn't heard any accidents from the boys. And they wouldn't keep it unless of course, it was Chester who had an accident. They'd probably tell her, anyway though. Colette tiled her head a bit as she looked at Cade's appearance. He was the same but he, too, was wearing a hospital gown and had a bandage around his head. Bandage on his head. "No...Please let it not be what I think..." she thought to herself as she bit her lip. She looked at her friend. Her friend and Cade weren't really close. Heck, her friend rarely even hang out with the boys but she also had a shocked expression. Cole thought of something that could explain this....besides from the gruesome parts. Maybe he was pranking her. The boys were big pranksters. Especially Carter and Chester. One time... when the day Cole and Chester got together, Carter and Cade pranked her. They scared her to death. "Yeah...maybe that's it." She thought to herself then let out a forced smile. "Cade. Its me Cole." she said a bit then laughed a bit, though, it wasn't really with any effort. "Nah, this prank won't work at all, Cade."

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